- Mar 14, 2024
- 2 min read
"I bow for the precious lives of my children, who I have brought into the world."
Today felt like a continuation of previous bad luck days. Although, I cannot remember anything particularly bad happening during the day (partially because it was so hectic).
I had to pause and think whether I am not using my time efficiently, or I am taking on too much responsibility. Especially during the day, I find myself constantly working on multiple major projects that I am rarely available for other people. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? I do not know. What I do know is that it is making me grow.
Compared to myself a year ago, I can certainly handle more responsibility and stress. I am much stronger both physically and mentally. To add, I am making myself available every week to people I care about - my family, friends, and romantic partner.
Though, I wonder. Can I do more? The answer is probably yes. As much as it frustrates me that I cannot finish every tasks I have, I am starting to think that I will always have outstanding tasks due to my nature of willing to improve myself. After all, if I have done everything, that means I have stopped growing as a person.
On an unrelated note, I am very thankful to have friendships in life where I can get support from. Life is a very lonely journey, especially if you seek to improve. Change requires discomfort and sacrifice. With these people in our lives, it makes the journey less painful and more worthy.
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-- Another rough day, but it made you stronger. A LOT of introspection to do today.
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