Day 69 / 108 Challenge

#69

"I bow for the precious lives of my children, who I have brought into the world."

Today felt like a continuation of previous bad luck days. Although, I cannot remember anything particularly bad happening during the day (partially because it was so hectic).

I had to pause and think whether I am not using my time efficiently, or I am taking on too much responsibility. Especially during the day, I find myself constantly working on multiple major projects that I am rarely available for other people. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? I do not know. What I do know is that it is making me grow.

Compared to myself a year ago, I can certainly handle more responsibility and stress. I am much stronger both physically and mentally. To add, I am making myself available every week to people I care about - my family, friends, and romantic partner.

Though, I wonder. Can I do more? The answer is probably yes. As much as it frustrates me that I cannot finish every tasks I have, I am starting to think that I will always have outstanding tasks due to my nature of willing to improve myself. After all, if I have done everything, that means I have stopped growing as a person.

On an unrelated note, I am very thankful to have friendships in life where I can get support from. Life is a very lonely journey, especially if you seek to improve. Change requires discomfort and sacrifice. With these people in our lives, it makes the journey less painful and more worthy.

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Challenge Log

Requirements
No Snacks No drinks or desserts exceeding weekly limit	Had few drinks with a friend
Water intake (max 2L)	1.5L
2x Pomodoro flows (read min. 10 pages)	Research
Productive activity (write a journal or a blog; create a product)	Journalling
Physical activity (min. 45 minutes)	REST DAY - Outdoor walk
Wildcard (any 1 of read/produce/exercise above)	(PRODUCE) Daily Market digest (EXERCISE) More outdoor walk

Should've/Would've/Could've

-- Another rough day, but it made you stronger. A LOT of introspection to do today.

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