Day 31 / 108 Challenge

#31

"I bow to always be ready, but not to expect things to be easy."

Growing pains are real. However, I feel like I am getting used to it. The amount of anxiety and stress that I feel definitely decreased. Not sure if things materially changed, or that I grew a tolerance. I am now exploring few more exit options, and started to worry less about this investment outcome. I also believe that not being in the same environment (99% of my furnitures and stuffs are gone) definitely screws with your emotions a lot. Everything is very uncertain, and it is natural to be scary to those situations. In order to fight this, I now think that solidifying couple plans (or anything that gives me peace of mind) are key.

Today's prayer really spoke to me. "I bow to always be ready, but not to expect things to be easy." I thought I was ready for the challenge. Clearly, I underestimated the amount of stress and emotional turbulence. BUT, going through this will make me a stronger person in the end.

Again, I am so grateful to have great friends, family, and even supporting coworkers who accommodate me in my toughest time.

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Challenge Log

Requirements
No Snacks No drinks or desserts exceeding weekly limit	No cravings
Water intake (max 2L)	1.5L
2x Pomodoro flows (read min. 10 pages)	Home renovation
Productive activity (write a journal or a blog; create a product)	Journalling
Physical activity (min. 45 minutes)	REST DAY - Walking around the city
Wildcard (any 1 of read/produce/exercise above)	(EXERCISE) More walking

Should've/Would've/Could've

-- I could switch my focus to study instead of worrying too much. Once house situation stabilizes a bit, try going back to the old routine.

Drink/Dessert tickets remaining: 3