Day 30 / 108 Challenge

#30

"I bow to not repeat anything I have not seen."

Another stressful day, but this time I spent more time on analyzing why I am stressed and how can I fix it. I also tried to delegate a lot by hiring a mover longer than I planned to get more stuff out of the house. I have to say it helped a lot (at a a certain expense, of course). Like I mentioned yesterday, in order to grow faster, we need to hire people we trust to do the job for us. As long as you can be more productive from the time and energy you saved, you are good.

I have never been this stressed in my life, and adjusting to this new level of stress was difficult for me. Luckily I have people in my life that sincerely care about me, and they had been nothing but extremely helpful in this whole situation. I am forever grateful that I have someone to reach out to talk to and share my ideas and feelings with. Nothing will be able to replace the relationships I built. Family, friends, and lovers - they all supersede any materialistic gains.

To remind myself of what I learned today, I need to finish what I started. I had spent so much effort into analyzing this investment decision, and just because it is a little riskier and larger in scale than I am comfortable with, does not mean that I made a mistake. Instead of focusing on what could go wrong, I should be focusing on how can I overcome those obstacles.

With that being said, the fact that I am SO uncomfortable with this situation, makes me believe that I am growing as a person. I was getting TOO comfortable at where I was, and I wanted a challenge. Now that I am facing this challenge, giving up is the stupidest idea.

Stick to the plan, and simply EXECUTE.

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Challenge Log

Requirements
No Snacks No drinks or desserts exceeding weekly limit	No cravings
Water intake (max 2L)	1.5L
2x Pomodoro flows (read min. 10 pages)	Home renovation
Productive activity (write a journal or a blog; create a product)	Journalling
Physical activity (min. 45 minutes)	REST DAY - Walking around the city
Wildcard (any 1 of read/produce/exercise above)	(PRODUCE) Moving out

Should've/Would've/Could've

-- I could've studied a little (but really, shouldn't have)

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